All just a lie

by amanda   Jan 30, 2007


When you look at me what do you see
I have a feeling you don't even see me
Do you see the smile, cause that is a lie
If you were looking you would see a tear in my eye
Its a mask that i wear each night
Still struggling to win this fight
I've Worked so hard to build this wall
But you won't stick around to watch it fall
You're just like the rest, you'll walk away
And in the end my heart will pay
Why should i tell you whats on my mind
How do i say that in my heart you are all i find
The only thing that will bring is pain
When your heart is all i wanted to gain.
I won't let those words come out
Cause in my heart there is to much doubt
I'll simply paint on my smile again
My tears will dry before my day will begin
People only see what they want to see
Nobody cares about the pain inside of me
So I save it up until night fall
Cause i realized that nobody has ever cared at all
I would be an idiot to think you weren't the same
When you are the cause of all my pain
My wall grows with each tear i cry
Knowing tomorrow will be just another lie.

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