Telling Secrets Like Infant Babies Talking

Your full of thoughts I seem to be empty in them
you look but never stare at me
I feel like a patient that bleeds patience
unwelcome in my body
and I cry inside to my hours wasted waiting
and cry a little more to the looks your eyes gave me
sadly our days repeat
and repeat they shall
until my vocal cords decide not to sleep
in school hours and speak
its sad laughter how
i watched myself become the victim
witnessing the creation of my shyness
the destruction of my vocabulary
the ending of our fairy tale ending
and
the beginning of a dull horror movie
this ridiculous situation is damage
to my hope for a monogamist relationship
so tell me your poison
I\'ll tell you my secrets
my name is Distance
and i would like know you better