Im not strong

The things I put you through
have cause pain w/out words
the days now drag on
as I wait for you to call
always hoping you will forgive
but knowing you wont forget
the dull constant throbbing
in the pit of my stomach
refuses to go away
I cannot eat && I cannot sleep
all I can do is wait for you
hoping you will once again
turn your head my way
I finally had what I wanted
before I threw it all away
now I shed tears as the hours wear by
knowing once && for all
that Im not as strong as
I thought.