Lover of a Fool

I can still feel your presence within my dream
Feeling like the day it rained where I could never be redeemed
Clouded within shadows upon hearing your faint voice
Saying I'll love you as I try to justify if your still my choice
Awaken by such realism with sweat upon my face
Agonizing why I am still in love and if its too late
My heart speared by the guilt of my actions to let go
Never questioning why the feeling of love was like a river flow
With such crazy currents at certain events in time
And calm when the feeling of love can last a lifetime
This feeling lingers in the back of my mind
Wishing if there's a chance to tell you that I was blind
But the way things are can't change your answer
I'll wait till the day your heart can love a fool from all this matter.