I lost him

I put on a fake smile everyday
i hide what i really feel
i act like every things fine
when nothing is ok

all i want to do is cry
but i just hold back the tears
cause really theres no tears to shed

i act like every things ok
when all i want is you
but your with her
and all we are is friends

we had our chance
but you messed it up
now you say your sorry
but now I'm like your sister

it hurt so bad when you told me
cause i wanted there to be an us
but now i know that will never be
cause thats how it has to be

so i hope your happy
you ended our love plus our friendship
but when you ended our friendship
you ended my life

*its not the best but i had to get my feelings out just comment and rate please and tell me what i can do to improve thanks*