Why do i go on this way?

Why do i sit here and wait
its because i think its fate

i wish we were ment to be
but now i can finally see

that maybe
we werent ment to be

u never call
not once not at all

you only email me
when i send you 1,2 or 3

this isnt a great start
but you should know you have my heart

this love i have for you
is so much i dont know what to do

should i move on
would you care if i was gone

i sit here and hope
while i smoke my dope

that you will tell me
you love thee

if not then please set me free
so i can go on and find me

i really want you
but i dont know what to do

do i tell you i love you
ahh tell me what to do

i cant sit and wait
because i think it fate

i need to know
please let me know if its so

im so freaking dumb
and i feel so numb

why do i go on this way
its like were in a drama play

so please let me know
whither i should stay or go