Oooh

Do you think you've felt pain?
Do you think you know how much you can hurt?

Have you ever cried so hard you couldn't speak?
Have you ever been in so much pain, days passed before you could eat?

I have been there...
Vision blurred from so many tears
eyes red, throat sore...

did you know crying can make your throat sore and your sinuses screwed up?
I didn't used to know...

if only I could show you....the depths of pain
give it to you all at once,
watch you struggle as your heart burns inside your chest
tearing it out is your only escape, too bad the relief won't last long...

I'll finally be able to smile again as I watch you squirm in a pool of your own anguish

death is all you deserve.
For making my life meaningless.

Why did anyone else ever get to taste your lips?
Why did you have to be loved by anyone before I loved you?
Why did you whisper into ears that were not mine?

These are questions I ask myself some nights when sleep seems so far...
Thoughts I have to push away before they carry me off...
Nightmares that can hit any time of any day ignoring it is so hard...
Knowing Others have felt your lips that are so soft..

By Miz Seri