I\'m so sick..

Im so sick of the way Im feeling
I cant go on living this lie
Pretending I dont love you
When I look into your eyes

Im so sick of all this crying
Everyday and all night
Pretending I dont care
When we end up in a fight

Im so sick of us arguing
I wish you could see
Is hurting me inside
This isnt the real me

Im so sick of you thinking
That this is immature
I cant tell you enough
I know this for sure

Im so sick of being confused
If what youre feeling is just lust
It hurts you want to use me
All I want is your trust

Im so sick of trying
To get you to care
I cant force you to like me
But it still doesn?t seem fair