Sometimes, just out of the blue, I get this feeling.
I dont know how to describe it, There isnt really a way that i can.
All i know is that its a bad feeling; very bad.
Whenever I get this feeling it lasts for a couple of days.
People tell me im just being paranoid.
But i know Im not because whenever this feeling occurs its always followed by something bad; always.
I suppose in a way its a good thing because Ive always been able to prepare myself for the worst.
But this time im genuinely scared, because Im so scared of losing you that it hurts.
I dont know what to do, i trust you i do but this feeling just wont go away, when all I want to do is be with you without any complications.
But I know thats not possible because nothing in my life is that simple.
