The moments i need you to heal me

No time explaining how i feel inside
i can't do nothing anyway but hide
I've tried my best to go on
but so many things so many songs
you make me think a lot
and I've never been caught
i think to much about the pain
that i even cry when it starts to rain
everything that i feel
i wished that you would heal
but sometimes its like theres no way
not even the sweet words you say
i don't know if i or you can deal with this
you told me to change psh. shit
whatever you won't even do it
how am i supposed to not even a bit
i can't do this on my own
you gotta work with me to when my heart is sewn
if you won't help me who will
there's no on that can make me heal
only you can but will you
sometimes you say the truth
sometimes they're like lies
but i can't help but fall into your eyes
you've a curse or something on you
cause you're all i can think of too
but whatever if you won't help me
I'll find someone who will freakin see
all the damn pain I'm in this gay
reality that's it that's all I'm ma say

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