Why this way

I love you
i know u love me to,
i want you
baby u know i do

u tell me u want me
but yet Ur still with her
i don't want it this way
do you even care?

we meet up on your terms
always when shes not there
u say your going to leave her
but when?is it any time soon?

i ask myself these questions
u know i cant sleep
if i do i picture u
Ur sharing are bed with her

you know i miss you
i cant help but fear
r gonna brake my heart
and are u gunna disappear

i don't want to lose u,
but i don't want to share you,
if i was the one with another guy
Wat would you say?