Why?

Why am i the one
who falls asleep night after night
with silver teardrops, glistening
on my black eyelashes
with the moons gentle rays
soothing, caressing my
sorrowful face

Why do i get to dream
of a dream forever unfulfilled
day by day, year by year
the sun rising
and falling

why do i get to feel lost
and know that you
couldnt care less.