I hate it ,
that i always have to say no .
i hate it ,
that i never can say that i love you in return .
i hate it ,
that i always need to hurt you ,
even if i know you love me .
you probably think i don't care at all ,
but you can't realise how much i think
about you .
maybe i don't love you ,
but i do care about you
& i hate it to not love you too .
<3
