I'm sitting here crying my eyes out
but i have know idea what i'm crying about
I don't want to be here
I want to be with them
I don't want to cause them pain
I don't want them to be scared
I don't want her to be a secret
I don't want him to be frightened by my dad
I want them to be happy
I want them to be glad
I want them to be patient
I want them to be here with me
I want to be with them
I'm not happy with my life
I depress her
I make him mad
It makes me so sad i just want to disappear
Then hopefully they will be glad
They have stressed over me enough, I just want them to live a good happy life.
One where they are without me and my stressfulness.
I hurt myself when i hurt them
But it makes me feel worse
