My lost love

Years have passed and i still wonder do you care? not so long ago i remember the first time i took a glimpse at you i still won`t forget that day now you see me with what i prayed for in a man when you see me do you ever think what if that was me? god only knows our deep thoughts in our minds he watches us sin day by day but still for a fact in my heart i know love is not a crime i know that you did love me and you still do when god gave you that chance you didn't `t take it and somewhere in my heart i still have some love for you but everything i ever asked for in a man i found and i just want you to know i do still care but i can`t leave a blessing

if this didn't`t make sense this really not supposed to be a poem its just how i feel right now