He's not perfect! but i love him

He's not the perfect guy
but i love him more then the "ideal" guy
he doesn't call me
he doesn't even tell me that he misses me
he doesn't bring me flowers
he isn't there for me to wipe away the tears
most of which he caused
and i don't know what the future holds
what i do know is i love him more than anything in this world
i get frustrated & i know i deserve better
but i cant let go because he's what satisfies my heart
if i don't have him then internally I'm torn apart
maybe 1 day ill hold hands with another guy
but it wont be the same because my heart belongs to him
maybe 1 day I'll smile without him
but that doesn't mean i forgot him
because he can always make me happy with one sweet touch
* i get mad when i see a good couple & a sweet guy
hes not prince charming but i love him like one!
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