I need to know

I tear my heart open all for you,
but your blind to everything i do,
your confusing me, killing me inside,
so many emotions that i must try and hide,
do you wanna be with me yes or no,
please just tell me straight out i need to know,
i cant keep playing this little game,
I'm dying little by little but I'm to blame,
i see it coming and still accept the pain,
times like this i wish it would always rain,
that way no one can see the tears i cry,
or see that sometimes i wish to die,
just to escape this pain and heartache,
but thats not gonna happen so inside i break,
let me know what you want and how you feel,
so i can finally see whats fake and whats real.