Ethical Burden

My ethical burden,
It rushes to blush me,
Sends chills and thrills
Through parts of my hearts
and breaks me.

My ethical burden,
Its lies make me cry,
Indeed fears create tears,
That crush my blush,
slowly.

My ethical burden,
It confuses my muses,
makes life seem trifle,
as my eyes that won't dry
destroy me.

**hint-'ethical burden' is an anagram.**