I love your company but one day I know you'll send me away,
That is why I am almost happy with you,
You hold my heart in your two hands,
Yet you have no idea,
I planned to wait before this,
But I think I would even sell myself for you,
I want you to tell me what I would never enquire,
I need you to tell me the world isn't as bad as it seems,
I want to feel like I matter to you,
That somehow I am deserving of your affection,
But I love you, with no garuntee of love in return,
Sometimes I think you say things that cut so deep,
Even you are not that stupid that you don't know?
You speak without thinking, and you think and don't speak,
My smile lies in the floor,
And it is you who put it there,
With your lack of feeling for me,
I don't want you to tell me you care,
I don't want you to tell me you think you love me,
I don't want you to tell me you want this,
I need you to show me.
