* this is a letter off of the movie A message in a bottle, I loved it so much I decided I would put it on here with a few others from that movie soon to be * Dear Catherine 2 and Letter to the world* I hope you enjoy as much as i did*
Dear Catherine,
I'm sorry i haven't talked to you in so long. I feel I've been lost, no barrings, no compass. I kept crashing into things, a little crazy, i guess. I've never been lost before, you were my true north. I could always steer for home when your were my home.
Forgive me for being so angry when you left I think some mistakes have been made and I'm waiting for god to take them back. But I'm doing better now, the work helps me, but most of all you help me.
You came into my dreams last night with that smile of your face that always held me like a lover, rocked me like a child. All i remember from the dream is a feeling of peace. I woke up with that feeling and try to keep it alive as long as i could. I'm writing to tell you I'm on a journey towards that peace and to tell you I'm sorry about so many things.
I'm sorry I didn't take better care of you so that you'd never spend one minute being cold, or scared, or sick.
I'm sorry I didn't try harder to find words to tell you how I was really feeling.
I'm sorry I never fixed the screen door.....I fixed it now.
I'm sorry I didn't apologize more, i was to proud.
I'm sorry I didn't bring you more complements on every thing you wore and every way you fixed your hair.
And I'm sorry I didn't hold on with so much strength that even god couldn't pull you away.
