Secret love

I love you, three words I just don't here enough
Our situation just makes life so tough
I see no way that we can actually be
I know that in time it wont ever be you and me
I'm tired of wanting you so much
Just wondering when I will feel your sweet touch
I'm tired of waiting, waiting for you
I wish that I can say that what we have is true
It would be true if I could actually be with you
I'm so hurt inside; I just feel so much pain
Me not being with you, it just drives me insane
I truly learned life just isn't fair
That love just always ends in despair
All I want to do is be with you, for all my life
I was hoping that some day I would become your wife
Always I seem to have my hopes up
And then I always whined up being stood up
I'm drowning in all the pain that I feel
Praying that every moment with you was real
I feel that it is time to just let everything go
While my pain covers me like the cold snow
It was you that I wanted till the end
But now all I can do is just call you my friend
The pain is just runs to deep to stop now
For us to truly be, I ask myself how
To know that we wont be, it kills my heart
Cuz from you, I just cant seem to part
You see this was the reason why I couldn't get attached
But you bought out a new me, you made me hatch
We both woke up from that daze, that we were stuck
Baby, you have me so love struck
I just cant get over you, and everything that we have
To just forget I would be so sad
But I am tired of living in memories, lets make it reality
And the other relationships fatality
Please tell me that you will be with me forever
Give me that hope that we will be together
I really need you, I need this love to be true
Be with me, please, I love you cant you see
Lets make this work make the pain go away
Love me the right way, so I never go away
I love you always till the day I die
So let the end be you and I