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People don't understand,
You're under it's spell,
The release it causes,
The way it makes everything disappear,
Just you, me, and the sea of crimson,
If engulfs everything,
Soon you'll be covered in it,
Swimming in a sea of blood,
Why don't people see,
See that this isn't something to be ashamed of?
They just don't understand the high it gives you,
You're the one and only true companion,
The only one you can trust,
Besides it's not like it could make anything worse then now,
You make all that disappear,
the deeper the cut,
The less everything matters,
you're just worried about making the next one deeper then the last,
Being that much closer to...

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