Toward Solid Ground

You're swimming in my heart
You're drowning in my head
My heart wants to love you
The rest wants you dead
Why can't I decide
Why can't I make up my mind
If I let you go and jump into the world
What will I find
Will it be happy
Or will it be sad
Will I be happy
Or will I be mad
So much uncertainty comes with you
But in the real world
I wouldn't know what to do
You are safe though not always kind
But the way i love you can't be defined
So in my head thoughts of hate will drown
And in my heart you'll keep swimming
Toward solid ground