Why

Today I saw you smile. It was the most beautiful sight ever.
Today I heard you laugh. It was the most warming sound.
Today I spoke to you. It was the most wonderful moment.
Today I leaned into you. You have the best smell.
But when I did all those things I had to remember that you are not mine anymore. You are now hers.
That hurts the most.
You say you do love me, but like her.
What, was our love not strong enough to stay together?
Did I make you that unhappy?
Why did you have to play these games with my head?
I need you and want you.
The only question I ask is why? Why did it have to be me?