First Love and still the Last

I told myself after she told me
that I would be as happy as I could be
but I couldn't because I loved her so
and knew my love for her would only grow,

Even though I spent more time away
I still loved her everyday
still wishing her with me once again
just waiting for the happiness to begin,

It didn't started though
and its time I didn't know
but I would wait forever
even if the time is never,

I tried telling her so many things
that I was sorry and what her presence brings
but only a smile to my face
keeping my heart at a steady pace,

But again she didn't believe me
the confusion in my she just could’nt see
trying to show her I still care
returning the favor I guess she didn't dare,

I might be dead and I would still care
but now life just isn't playing fair
ignoring me every minute I live
and yet it is my love I still want to give,

So I tell her till the day die
I love her and there will be no lie
and I’ll always be there for her
even though there might be danger to occur,

I love her and always will
and the words for her I just cant spill
because no words can describe
the love her I must thrive.