Its sad

Things realli arent so good for me right now.

im fortunate, and i have a good family.
So ppl are wondering....."How?"

its like my hearts stuck with someone, i try taking it back,,but it wont seem 2 come,

So i remain deeply in love with a fantasy, and im feeling pretty dumb.

my conchince iz telling me to let go, i attempt, but never succeed.

im able to attract so many ppl....but the one i love is who i need.

I was such a player in the past, so im paralyzed deep within.

..thats wen i jus get my notebook and i grab a pen.

cuz..to write it down or put in a poem is the onli thing i can reali do.

...guess if he doesnt come back real soon, then we were neva meant to make it thru...

ITS SAD!!