Secrets Won't Be Secrets Anymore

Everyone asks why I'm so attached to you
I wish I had an answer, I guess I'm just a fool
We all make mistakes, and you have been the biggest
she's so pretty and wonderful and i hope your hopelessly happy.
she's got everything you talk about, everything i thought I had. I guess
I was just dreaming an impossible dream.
* I never felt like this.....and I never wanted it
you just came along and turned me upside down...
I wanted to give my all to someone...someone that deserved it
and I gave you the award, but now I see you returned it.
*Butterflies used to pass me by...now singing in sorrow the black crows cry....*
As you sit in your chair and I slowly look up....
I wish I had a reason, to go on this way.
Nothing about you is eye popping atleast that's what they say
*You'd think that the way you ignore me, would push me away.
But I think your just scared, to have something sincere
Something so real it's hard to endear. *I'm not being conceited
Please tell me if I am. I'm letting you know that what you throw to
the bottom will soon come up shore...and your secrets won't be secrets anymore...
I thought that this time would be different
I thought you would appreciate what I offered
I thought you'd enjoy it for a lifetime, but moments are what you live by