Wasn't right </3

Laying beside you on your bed,
with so many things inside my head.
why are you holding me so close and tight?
when we both know this isn't right.
laying in your arms makes me feel so safe,
i wouldn't wanna be in any other place.
until you slowly started moving you hand,
I'm not quite sure i understand.
why were you doing this?
was there something i missed?
your still laying here by my side,
while I'm trying not to break down inside.
my head was turned away,
but the tears came down my face anyway.
leaning over you whisper "don't tell anyone about tonight,
you have a boyfriend, what i did wasn't right."
i was so confused on what to do,
i need to talk to someone to help me through.
my father called my phone,
he said it was time to go home.
it was a silent walk,
when we reached the yard he finally started to talk.
"see you after vacation, i feel really bad."
i nodded and smiled while deep down inside i was sad.
if we both knew it wasn't right,
why did we let it happen tonight?