I Love Him......

I loved him since the say i really got to know him.
I was so happy that he finally asked me out.
We only went out for about 4 months but i loved him.
So why did i cheat on him?
I know it was stupid and i really regret it and later i wanted a second chance.
and guess what?
He gave me it.
and right then i knew he loved me. Later that day, he wrote me a note and said that he loved me when we went out, when we broke up, and that he still does.
Now i know that i love him, and i promised him and myself that i wouldn't do it again.