Outta my system

*damndamn I gotta somehow get this outta my system...like I have to relaie u are not here anymore u r not my chick from 11.9.06 anymore its all in the past I gotta see that we r both free n can do anything we want n regerts like u say juss lessons learned but I think I learned my lesson it sucks big time......sometimes I ask myself how do I get thru a day knowing u r not here.....like when I'm out with the grls n guys n like they strt asking me questions bout couples n I say wow I'm the worse guy to ask rite now got my problems to deal with u kno.......idk its hard to accept that u n me r single when we talked bout poem n afterparty n everything its jusss hard......can't stop thinking bout like my head is having a marthon on strawberry n oreo moments n chats n movies.....if I had a chance wld correct my mistakes but in the end gonnna accept to this day I luv u n gotta accept that its alll gone now