It must be a dream

Wow its feels so good he makes me laugh he makes me smile his lips his kiss damn his hands his touch in his arm I'm safe I'm warm he is my air my life I love him with my heart my soul and he loves me to. its so good being in love we make love oh my god he's caring he's passionate gentle a gentleman in the morning he left for work at the beginning of the month he handed me the rent check not because I asked for it but because its due, damn I'm sleep right? I must be dreaming....... wait what's that an empty condom wrapper we don't use those now I'm crying, it hurts so bad I can't eat I can't sleep the pain I can't bare. No wait damn I must be awake and I must definitely in love.