I like it. Although, you said you forced the thoughts it still came out pretty good. I like the fact that it's saying you'll never find the answers in life and, they'll never be just handed to you and, that sometimes some things that you find will turn out to be lies but you just have to keep on going about figuring things out on your own.

At least you let your emotions out. this was a great poem. to make it just that little bit better you need to add a few more descriptive words to each sentence.

but don't get me wrong. this is a great poem still. still i give you a 5/5

David