Every morning I wake up just the same with my broken heart screaming your name. the day we said our goodbyes has left me holding my heart in two. On one side is every memory of me and you. I hold it close as if you were there. I think about you as I always will. The other piece hasn't much to do. That half of me has locked its doors and hid the key. It took its last breath the day I let you walk away from me.Holding back and fighting off doesn't stop them much and the tears shine through. I can remember me holding you. Girl this is what I've been through...without your love my heart has died and I don't know what to do, when all I think about is when I would hold you and you wanted me too. Without you here my heart is tired. But if you were here there's nothing I won't do. If you could see the love I have. It's killing me when all I have is every memory. Loving you is so much more than a memory and a closed up door. All I have is needing you and wanting you. All I know is the day you loved me all my dreams came true. With your arms around me I couldn't get enough. Every wasted day I'm not with you is piled up in front of that locked door waiting for the day that you love me once more. I may have a forever to wait and I hope we're not to late. And when the world it ends my heart will still belong to you. Every messed up piece and locked up door its not much or a prize and I don't blame you for just looking the other way. I think it's safe to say...here I am to stay wasting my life away.
