When i left today all i kept thinking was maybe someday he'll think of me that way too,
but then i realized that that's never gonna happen,
i couldn't even tell you goodbye after everything that we've been through,
cause saying goodbye to you is something that i never want to do,
but i know that i need to,
cause then mabye i wouldn't cry.
you may have wanted me to say goodbye,
and so did i,
but then i thought about how hard it would be for me,
so i just left you be,
and walked out of your life,
forever.
i'll probably never see you again,
and i know i told you that that's what i wanted,
but truthfully it's not,
it's so far from the truth,
cause whenever i think about how i'm not gonna see you again,
all i do is cry and cry,
and i really don't know why.
i shouldn't still care about you,
cause i know you don't care about me anymore,
and it hurts to think about you with some other girl,
but i don't have any control over that.
i just want things to be over with us,
and never think about it again,
i regret not saying goodbye to you today,
because who knows saying goodbye could have been what ended everything between us,
but i guess now we'll never know.