I cant seem to escape this feeling
is what I'm doing right
will i regret this later in life
i wonder if i do..
if he will ever forgive me
i feel horrible about lying
but in order to be happy i have to
its not that hard
besides i lie to the world
about being happy when
I'm broken inside
i hope he forgives me
he doesn't deserve my time
and love anyway
after the way hes treated me
this past year
i have so much hurt and anger
it makes me care less about how he feels
does this make me a bad person?
to not care about the love of my life
sneaking, lying , to him about who i talk to
about my inside life?
i love him but he has hurt me so badly
i don't think i will ever recover from
this pain deep inside..
its a pain so sharp it burns in my soul
its a sadness so real you can look into my eyes and see all the tears wanting to escape from this body
