DO NOT TELL

A lifeless soul

So ready to let go

To end the misery

That has taken its toll

Vicious words blacken the air

Why did I bother to care

A chaotic mess

That has caused nothing but stress

You turned your back on me

In my time of need

Tarnished my name

Like I was the only to blame

Faces distorted in shock and dismay

How could I stand here and stay

A searing shock that runs deep

I can not stay awake, I must sleep

Entering into the world of oblivion I see

I see all the demons in me

Bold colors of red

Fill my head

Glowing eyes haunt my soul

Wherever I go

Words chanted deceptively

Try to bring me under with trickery

Seductively it lure's me

Bringing me closer to insanity

Satan's voice has called to me

Please just let me be

Out of my mind

I get lost in time

Lucifer is calling in the dark

My life is so bleak and stark

Endless dead ends

Roads that have no beginning

Voices from above

That cover me like a glove

They speak of money power and greed

Oh please just let me breath

Here I lay me down to sleep

As I sit here and I weep

Gods light has not shone upon my head

While I have fought to stay ahead

The devil's charm is oh so sweet

I can not beat him in this meet

So now I lock myself in this room

He is coming for me soon

Hide me well

And do not tell

As I take this this leap

For the fall is oh so steep