I don't get life
one day the people you love
walk out on you
for no reason only they know
they say they love you the next day
why? i don't understand this mystery
does anyone have the key to unlock it
i spend my days in horror
wondering, hoping
that maybe one day
one day someone will tell me the secret
never leave me alone in the dark
hold me when i am sad
tell me it is going to be alright
then in the open mist
i think i found that someone
he held me when i was sad
was always there to comfort me
then... it happened
he walked out
i still don't understand
he unlocked the door
i felt excited for once
then at the moment
i need him the most
he locks the door
why do you do this to me?
i feel your love
i see your love
i know you love me in that deep black hole
but the thought of why
comes in my heart
i am not pretty
i am not an easy access to sex
i am not easy to be with
then out of no where
you return
my heart jumps a million feet
i forgive you
then you get what you want
and leave
leave me again
i give up
i don't understand
if you know this answer
to this deep mystery
please tell me
so i don't have to sit
wondering, hoping for the answer
this will do me a world
of hope
of trust
and most of all love!
