This guy is driving me crazy

Dude this guy is driving me crazy
I just want to be happy
And I didn't understand him
My mind is becoming very dim

I have tried to 4 get about this guy
For a moment I didn't feel like I would die
But then he came back in my life
Then my stomach felt as if I had been stabbed by a knife

For a moment I felt nothing
Then he came to me and said something
Which made me think he was pretending
I could easily see the mental message he was sending

I know he knows
But he only lets my curiosity grow
By not telling me his knowledge
And now i am tipping to the edge

I got to know how he is
But there's something I seemed to miss
I cant tell if he likes me or not
craziness is what i think Ive got

I cant get him out of my head
Hes terrorized my brain again
I see his face in the beautiful sky
But I feel that all this is a lie

I didn't want to keep going on like this
i am afraid of the possibility of getting dissed
I don't want to get hurt
I don't want to get treated like dirt

I recognize the way he makes me feel
And I think how this can be real
This is what I try to prevent
And now its too l8Te and this I regret

Hes every where to me
Even when I dream
He is all I see
Its what it seems

Maybe he is a player
He only wants me to fall again
But I'm gonna have to work on taking of layers by layers
Of the feelings I feel for him

He keeps telling me to tell they guy What I feel
It gets me mad because he knows who the guy is
Its not a small deal
He gets me so pissed
When I touch you're hand
tHen I understand
That the beauty is within
Its now that we begin