Suicide note

I stare at my wrists
the blood dripping down my shirt
for me the pain is estatic
it dosnt even hurt
i glance in the mirror
i hate wat i cee
i start ot cry then
knowing you dnt care wat happens to me
you were my life
then you ripped my heart in 2
now im lost
i dnt kno wat tha f*k to do
my friends n family
they dont seem to understand
no your the one who understood
gave to me without a demand
now is time for me to make a choice
the road is divided in 2
wen i kill myself
kno my suicide was coz of you