Back to the Darkness?

It is hard for me to see,
Just how he makes you feel,
It is hard for me to believe,
When all I use to know was a lie,
It is not easy for me to trust,
And then there was you,
You changed me,
You made me a man,
Now all I ask is for you to try and understand,
To see how I feel and believe me,
For once to know that my feelings are true,
To know that I would never deceive you,
You are the only one who I will ever believe,
Cause I know that you will never leave,
Even though I am not worth it,
You stay with me and deal with it,
Unlike all my " Friends ",
Your reliability does not vary,
And I guess it is kind of scary,
To think I finally have someone who cares,
Who is willing to sit through my lifes nightmares,
And I just do not know,
How far you are willing to go,
I was fine being alone,
Then along came you,
And you made me think that it is not something I will have to do,
But now I feel like we are slipping,
And I know that I am dipping back into my old life,
And now I am afraid,
Like a child is of dark,
Afraid I will lose my last great light,
And will once again be left alone in the darkness of my mind,
I still do not think that I am worth you,
And when we fight I feel like nothing more is true.

Beauford H-cubed