The girl i love but cant have

Everytime i think of ur eyes my heart beats slower
when i think of ur smile my heart beats faster
when i think of your laugh my heart jumps
and .. for a sudden moment when i think of u...
my heart stops
a pain returns..
knowing that u r the one..
that i wish i could wake up beside to each morning
knowing that when u open ur eyes i beat slower,
when you say goodmorning and smile i beat faster,
and when my lips touch your neck you slightly giggle and make my heart jump .
and when the day comes
for when i fall asleep and just dream about u
my heart will stop
because my love was so deep for you it killed me in my sleep
but just remember
when i lie in my coffin
your tears rushing down your face
remember our years we spent together
the amount my heart could change just for u ,
your eyes...
your laugh...
and you..
beauty kills when it is as much as you..
beauty is jealous of u
but just remember
i love u