Letting go

I love you so much
i cant begin to explain
how every time i see your face
it makes me go insane

my love for you is like a heavy drug
and oops now I'm addicted
i didn't think id fall in love
but apparently i did

but the way you mess with my head
and the way you play with my heart
makes me wonder, why i ever let this start

i know I'll never have you
you dint see me in that way, but that only makes me love you more
with every passing day

i hate that your not mine
and so content with her
i wish that i was your
i wish we were together

sometimes i end up crying
so loud that you might hear
Cus i wish that you were mine
and i wish that you were here

i keep telling myself I'll be OK
that your not that special of a guy
that I'm only fifteen
and the pain you've caused will soon pass by

but i know it never will
my heart is stuck with you
and you keeping my heart would be OK with me
if i only had your too

ands getting up is getting worse
oh, only if you knew
how much i do care about you
and how much i am in love with you

but its no use now
I'm letting you go
you've fallen in love
and that just goes to show

how easy someone
can sweep you off your feet
and how easy it is
to get in too deep