He doesn't even know.

He doesn't know that i read his e-mail telling me he cheated on me over and over again.

he doesn't know that its killing me inside, and im holding every feeling i have back.

he doesn't even know that i love him apparently more than he loves me.

he doesn't know that i cried for over 2 hours after i read that horrifying e-mail.

he doesn't even know why i stayed with him, even after he did what he did.

he doesn't even know that i hate the fact that his lips touched another girl's lips.

he doesn't even know that i hold back my tears and feelings just so that me and him will stay together.

(my boyfriend cheated on me..i gave him a secong chance, was i right to do that?)