Nothing I Can Do

I'm thinking of you,
Like I always do,
And inside I'm whispering,
That I miss you.

And the pain I'm feeling,
I can't control,
I need to find you,
Before dearth takes its toll.

Can't believe you're gone,
Although I can feel it in my heart,
My mind is trapped in self-doubt,
And times tearing me apart.

Because as it goes on,
You slip further away,
My tears keep falling,
As I wish you could have stayed.

The days are killing me,
As I walk alone,
And I still rise,
To hear your voice on the phone.

But you're not there,
Nowhere to be found,
Long to see you,
But instead I stare at the ground.

And you're cold,
Lost in eternal sleep,
And everything I wish,
Makes me want to weep.

And I'm screaming the words,
You never got to hear,
The back light is fading,
As you disappear.

And I'm broken,
Won't believe you're gone,
Because this isn't right,
This reality is so wrong.

And there is nothing I can do,
To bring you back to me,
So I'll keep searching,
Even though I know you're free.