My dark existance

They say I'm a freak they say I'm a psychopath but they don't know i talk about the voices in my head telling me to die i ignore them and i hid away in my closet to cut they say you cant see the dead then who do i talk to when I'm alone at night the people by my bed telling me to come with them but i stay another day I'm my psychiatrist office another day put into my straight jacket giving me pills to stop the insanity but they just don't know