Ill close my eyes and let it fall
let fall everything i ever felt for you,
and wanted to,
I'm still holding on,
because i know one day u`ll do to,
holding on with my every last breath ,
cant let go ,
its all i have left,
i want to open them again,
but i cant,
maybe if i do u`ll stand in front of me but I'm just playing pretend,
now i want to fall,
fall into the "L" word,
fall into the feeling that makes you do stupid things,
ill hold this in my chest,
and ill keep it together
but its hard,
i want to feel this forever,
at this moment ill need a needle and a thread,
and ill keep closing my eyes,
maybe it wont hurt,
now ill just pretend
