MY FiRST LOVE..

by Deanna   Mar 23, 2007


A YEAR AGO TODAY iS WHEN iT ALL STARTED OUT,
YOU OPENED MY EYES AND SHOWED ME WHAT CARiNG WAS ALL ABOUT.
NOW, WERE NOT TOGETHER, AND WE'RE JUST "A THiNG iN THE PAST",
BUT EVEN AFTER ALL WE'VE BEEN THROUGH i WiSH iT COULD'VE LAST[ED].
i REALLY DONT KNOW WHY THiNGS HAPPENED THiS WAY,
BUT NOW iTS HARD FOR ME TO LOOK AT YOU EVERY SiNGLE DAY.
i SiT HERE iN FRONT OF YOU AND WONDER ABOUT THE PERSON YOU'VE BECOME.
iT SEEMS LiKE NOW i DONT KNOW YOU, AND MOST FEELiNGS i HAD ARE GONE.
YOU SAiD THAT iT WAS ALL MY FAULT,
CAUSE iM THE ONE WHO SAiD "NO",
BUT MAYBE THiNGS ARE BETTER THiS WAY, CAUSE EVENTUALLY YOU WOULD HAVE LET ME GO.
NOW YOU'VE MOVED ON WiTH YOUR LiFE,
AND YOU REALLY DONT CARE AT ALL.
BUT ME ON THE OTHER HAND, iF i TRY TO MOVE ON i FALL...
RiGHT BACK WHERE i WAS WHEN iT ALL STARTED OUT,
LEARNiNG TO CARE ABOUT YOU MORE AS i FiND EVERYTHiNG YOU'RE ALL ABOUT.
ALL i WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE AND FOR YOU TO FEEL THE SAME ABOUT ME,
BUT YOU NEVER OPENED YOUR EYES ENOUGH AND SO NOW YOU'LL NEVER SEE.
EVERYTHiNG THAT HAPPENED BETWEEN US NEVER MEANT ANYTHiNG TO YOU AT ALL,
MAYBE MY FEELiNGS WERE STRONGER, AND THAT PART iS MY FAULT.
FALLiNG iN LOVE WAS SO EASY, CAUSE iTS WHAT i FELT iN MY HEART.
BUT NOW, TRYiNG TO STOP LOViNG YOU, THATS THE HARDEST PART.
THiS VALENTiNES DAY REMiNDS ME OF WHEN EVERYTHiNG FELT SO GOOD.
i ALWAYS FELT HAPPY AROUND YOU, YOU ALWAYS PUT ME iN A GOOD MOOD.
i THiNK iM READY TO MOVE ON, iTS WHAT iM FORCED TO DO.
BUT YOU WERE MY FiRST LOVE, AND FOR THAT i WiLL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.. ♥

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