Waiting

Sitting here lost in thought
Thinking life through
I have a goal in mind
I'm just not sure about you.

I know I won't keep waiting
Not if you leave me again
I've been through this before
And I didn't like it then.

I'm afraid to be alone
I need that someone that will listen
I'm alone now
And it's you that my life's missing

I know you had to do this for you
And a part of me can understand
But there's a part of me
That needs you to be here to hold my hand.

It's not the same without you
I'd so much rather have you here
But you'll be gone so much
I want to have you near.

I don't want to have to wait
And that will be our downfall
As always in the end
It turns out I'm alone after all.