Little Angel

There is this little angel
people talk about
apparently he loves me
but this fills me with much doubt

and when all those kids smile
and happy with their lives
it reminds me how much harder
it is to be in mine

every day seems the same
when you hate being you
and its only harder
when you no there is nothing you can do

stupid little angel
he does not even care
if only he knew the pain I am going through
he might try to be there

and cry and cry
as tears fall from your eyes
hurting with the sadness
that eats your insides

but next thing you know
time flies by
and you wish you had not wasted
all those moments you had cried

where is that little angel
i guess he is not to come
and all those smiles i could have used
can not ever be undone

then you start to realize
you have to it by yourself
forget about that sad things
then only that angel can help

Where is that little angel
i guess he is not to come
and all those smiles i could have used
can not ever be undone

then you start to realize
you have to do it by yourself
forget about that sad things
then only that angel can help

that little angel has always been there
but only now you can see
the place that angels hiding
is inside you and me

so lets open up our hearts
and that little angel fly
only then can we truly
be strong enough to smile