I am left to wonder about you
How hurt and pain are cut into you like wounds
The desire to be loved and touched
The wanting to love and to hold
The tears on your face that i have caused
The pain and hollowness i feel inside
The wanting to love and kiss you again
The desire to make your pain go away
The emptiness I feel without you here
He does not and never will compare to you
He makes me happy but it hurts sometimes
He holds me like i want to be held
He loves me like I should be
But never will I feel about someone as I still do for you
The love that you gave me
That you poured your heart and soul into
The kisses with that touch
Tenderness smooth and love
I know how bad it hurts for you
How empty you feel
How sad you are and how you want to be held
I can still feel your pain in my heart
I still feel that distant connection with you
But i will always love and be with you
So please know that i miss you
And i would want you back
But it cant work out with you being so far gone
I am here and you are there
I know i am with him now and i care for him
But i still and always will love you
